When I was in a really bad place for awhile, I would always have a couple things I would go through.
If I had an episode of the drug binge, I’d just feel bad for a little bit.
I’d get into a funk and I would have these little flashes of happiness.
And I’d go on these little high, or I would feel really bad about it.
But I never had that episode where I was so depressed that I was just totally down.
There’s a lot of people who do that, and they don’t get that high, but it doesn’t happen.
You know, if you’re down and feeling like you’re depressed all the time, you know, then it might not be that you feel depressed.
But that’s what you might experience in that time of the month.
I had one thing where I just wanted to quit.
I was kind of in a funk, and I was getting into that drug binge where I could just be so down.
But it’s like, I’m just not that depressed that it happens.
But if you do something that gets you really, really down, it’s not because of the drugs.
It’s just like, “Oh, I gotta get out of here.
I’m not really in a good place.”
That’s why I get into it, and that’s why so many people go to rehab.
But when you’re like, Oh, I have to go, I can’t just sit in the chair and just cry all day.
I can just go through this kind of episode.
You’re not going to have that same thing.
I’ve gone through so many things like that, because I’ve been in so many bad places.
Like, when I was pregnant with my son, I was like, You know what?
I’ve got to get myself out of this thing that’s happening.
So I was thinking about that, too.
I have two kids now.
I mean, I don’t really have much time left in this world, so I’ve already had three kids.
And they’re both going to be teenagers, and my son is going to turn 18 soon.
So, yeah, I’ve had some bad experiences in my life, but I’ve also been through some really good experiences.
I guess I’ll be living on this earth for a long time.
But right now, I feel like I’m in a pretty good place.
I know I’m going to get better, but right now I’m at the place where I feel good.
And, you go, “Yeah, that’s a good thing.”
I’m a little surprised at how much this article has gotten shared.
I thought it was a little too negative, but the article itself was really positive.
You can share that on Facebook, you’ve got the link at the bottom of the article.
It was definitely very well written.
I just want to thank everybody who shared it.
I think it was really interesting to hear that people who aren’t familiar with the show, or who aren.
There was a really good discussion in there about what the show is about, and what it was like to grow up, and how you deal with the stresses that you’ve had.
So it was interesting to read that.
But the other thing that people had a lot to say about it was, You have a lot on your plate.
It seems like it’s a pretty high-stakes job.
And the way you deal that is you can’t do too much for yourself.
But at the same time, it seems like you have to be really smart about how you handle your stress, and you have a little extra time that you have.
And that is something I’m really trying to figure out, and it’s going to help me through these difficult times.
It was really a very interesting conversation.
I hope you enjoyed it.
And if you have questions about anything, you’re welcome to contact me.
Thanks for watching.
I appreciate it.